How can you care? Suffering in silence through abuse that no one should ever go through, keeping your thoughts to yourself so you didnt disrupt the lives of those around you. Without the marshmallows theyre basically Cheerios.. You tilted your head slightly and took a small step back, a sound escaped the thing hiding in the darkness and you took another step back. We get freaky if you want! You spun around it circles and waved your arms around, making weird motions with your hands. Y/N, Im begging you, let me help, let me love you so thoroughly youll never question if you matter again. You opened your eyes, feeling the weight shift to the other side of the scale, questioning whether this was the right decision. Whoa, I havent seen her, what happened? Steve sat up in bed, suddenly wide awake at the urgency in Buckys voice. New York city at night always seemed to calm you. You could still hear the screams, still feel their hands . Word Count: 2765 Words. I could snap your neck with one hand. You winced and your eyes widened when your back met the floor, stunned, and Bucky pulled back in worry. Ill always love you, along with the rest of the Avengers. You stood up slowly, adjusting your shirt and looking towards the doors for a second. You were wrong. Surprisingly the girl smirked and continued the stare down, waiting for his reaction. The aching feeling in your chest while he was away felt like you were suffocating. Is she pretty? You set your cup down and cocked your head slightly at him, you truly wanted to know. Tony stopped walking and looked down at you in Buckys arms. Shes not dead. Tony stopped walking and lifted an arm in the direction of where you laid; sleeping. She was already falling, and her screams were already echoing. "I'm so sorry, for everything." he speaks softly into your ear, a few tears escaping his eyes. Steve grabbed Buckys shoulder to keep him from flying over the ledge himself, you didnt even realize he was there until you saw him through watery eyes. Reader and Bucky (from Maybe I Should Get Some Sleep) get stuck together on a mission after a rough patch. Can't handle the truth?" He taunted. Logan said, bringing a shirt over for you. You thought about everything youd be leaving behind, Buckys face appeared in your thoughts and you sobbed for him. You were one of the younger Avengers and your personality showed it. We can not waste any time. She was walking right behind you, looking over your shoulder and making sure you were observing her notes. The first is that you are completely out of his son's league and the second is that Bucky's going to make you his. You didnt speak during breakfast, you only picked at the eggs Clint had made you. Coming, you call out and walk to the door, taking a look through the fish eye. @sultananatalie@srh5605. A man needs his best friend, especially after being apart for seventy years three years prior to this day. You didnt want him to see it, you couldnt face him in this state and you didnt want the memory of your death to linger with him forever. Anyway, happy reading! Anybody else might be a little bit nervous or even scared around Bucky when he was angry, his arm would flex and shift in ways that used to make your heart race in a not so good way. I just dont feel good enough, Bucky, I cant help it, you couldnt stop crying, your throat was hoarse and sweat had run into your crying eyes and made them burn. Even though you were as close as humanly possible, only clothes separating you, he was still too far away. Bucky Barnes, no less. Your heart sank. Steve didnt have a girlfriend, and even if he did he would never call her a name like babygirl. I dont know where I wanna go - but oh my god, we could go to Dennys-, No? Not this time. His eyes narrowed further and you stood up on your heels for a second before falling flat back against them. You had been through a lot and had lost even more but for some reason, being on the quinjet with the remainder of the Avengers, made you feel content. So I was gonna try to update an requested imagine today but once again, time slipped away from me. Oh hell "Come on," you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Bucky's poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles - he wasn't wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed - and smiled wryly. Okay well theres always Russ and Daughters, Ive never been there, I wonder if its good, do you think its good? As you stepped up to make word on your promise, Steve jumped up to split the two of you apart. Even if were not together.. Somewhere where he could make you believe just how much you meant to him. Some might even say you two fell in love the first time you met. He clenched his jaw and then let his hand drop to his side. stab me, I dare you! You had to suck up and you had to win back his trust. Whatre you doing? You threw the question back at him. But as surely as superheroes and criminals crawled the streets, things never went so smoothly and happiness was always so infuriatingly short-lived. God only knows what that sicko wouldve done if we hadnt of gotten there two seconds later.. "C'mon, (y/n). Dont worry, next week I dont have too many plans so hopefully Ill be able to update a couple imagines. The screams were eerily similar to those in his own dreams. The feelings were not at all reciprocated obviously. Perhaps that was true until todays argument. The only response he received was a glare from you before you exited the room. Summary: Wherein he accidentally hurts you while he was brainwashed and wallows in what he has done when he sees you writhing in pain. My name is Y/n. You took a step back and brought his hand with you, allowing the arms-length between the two of you. You barely spoke; ashamed and embarrassed about the event that took place. (PART THREE TO ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR). How about you go drink a large cup of calm the fuck down?, What did you think was gonna happen when you said, Bucky raised his voice to be higher and squeaker like yours. TONS OF FEELS. Steve! You cried out as he walked out of the room. I thought she was shy, but God, she most certainly isnt.. The short, wary glances Bucky would send your way. Considering the mission was only supposed to take two days, this day was even more exciting. Little did Bucky know that you were freaking out almost as much as him. The knocking started again just as you unlocked the door. He had been searching everywhere for you, all night and now into the morning. At 7:00am you scared the hell out of Clint. No. Your voice came out soft and it cracked slightly from the lack of talking. We moved the next year.). His hands were on your side, and you didn't know what he wanted until he was pulling you up. Theyre alltheyre all like me. Daily updates. But it wasnt just that, there was something else that you couldnt put your finger on. Step one; Clint. You read aloud, glancing up at her with curious eyes. A pity too, that wasn't a cheap mug. Boston, huh? Tony looked out the window, the city was waking up and cars and people were starting to fill the streets. Because thats the way it was supposed to be. I know, Im just excited! For those he left behind all struggle to pick up the pieces. Be safe, dont go doing anything Steve wouldnt approve of. You laughed, rolling your eyes. And even though he didnt as much as glance at the door, keeping his eyes on you, you knew he must have been considering it. Today was the day that you would pester to no extent, and it all started at precisely 5:00am. When you looked up, only Steve was in the room, dumping the burnt food into the bin and you looked around, confused. You saw Steve standing on the other side of the lobby area of the Tower, when you looked over at him he quickly looked back down at thepapersin hishand. His idea disgusted you in every sense and you begged him to never implement the mission. Um How do I tell you this? Steve looked at the floor nervously. Bucky slowly lifted his metal hand, sticking out one finger to trail along the side of your face. me: ahaha. You survived a whole year, and you were strong even in your saddest moments. So we all have to suffer without marshmallows just so shell be quiet for five seconds? Clint crossed his arms over his chest, a huff leaving his firmly pressed lips. He had said the mission would be a way to work out that dysfunction For a long time, you thought the Captains threat was empty. Football was starting back up, which of course meant college football Saturdays and professional football Sundays. I have a bad memory.. Who the fuck is babygirl? Buckys voice was raspy and deep, His tone was laced with jealousy and surprise. But then something really awesome happened, I met some really cool people and they showed me that I wasnt alone. Bucky Barnes x Reader. So for you to be up before the sun had risen, and even before Steve went out for a run, was most certainly a surprise. Where is she? A part of him hoping you would ask for something. You didnt think twice about being a smartass when he was mad. This was about to get way more complicated than you had intended. Pulling back you take a quick look into the mirror beside the door and shake the flour out of your hair. Did they have people who loved them, or were they alone? Why, Clint? You dont understand, it was a goodbye, Steve. You mulled it over in your mind for a second. At noon you danced with Scott in the living room. That S.H.I.E.L.D. You? We could go to Panera, Starbucks, Bens, Harolds Coffee, Strange Donuts-no! Bucky glanced over at the bright screen, his eyes watching as he saw text bubbles start spamming Steves phone, his own blue bubble text disappeared within seconds. Clint let out a sigh, and quickly leaned forward to grab the poptart from Steves hand. It was like a weight balancing between the two choices, little by little the decision to jump was weighing further down. You raised your arms and loosened his hold, taking his hands in yours and lacing your fingers together. l must admit, I did not think you were so obsessed with me, mortal. The trickster smirked at the young teenager. You cocked your head and scrunched your nose, a small giggle floating past your bubblegum colored lips. The delicious treat already smells like heaven and you are excited to try them. You offered, what was it, a year ago?. But, Ive had a really good couple years, Ive met so many strangely interesting people who have helped me create another family. would send me, what you would call a child, to guard you is humiliating. When she turns up at his doorstep in need of help, he can't turn her down. Go drink a large cup of calm the fuck down., 20. Well now you do, and I thought you might like something to brighten your day.. He wanted to put everything in the past and heal, but she still hated him. You waited there for several moments, neither of you saying anything, enjoying your silent goodbye. You swore you could hear it then, his voice echoing through the air, getting louder and louder until it pierced through your thoughts. collection of reader one shots also posted on my Wattpad. Are you gonna eat that? Clint pestered Steve, his eyes trained on the poptart that Steve was inches away from putting in his mouth. Oh, and Pietros back-, Wait, what? You couldnt help the look of shock pass over your face, you leaned forward slightly, eager to hear more. Nothing in your life had ever reassured you that you were worthy of that type of love, that your life meant enough to accept it. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader Summary: Your smile faded, skin going cold as you realized he was there, watching you at the end of your life. You finally made it to the kitchen, where you leaned on your elbows on the island and started at the top of her notes. You squealed, you bent downwards and stuck your butt out for a split second before jumping back up into a proper standing position and laughed. And then I ate a sandwich., I had a nightmare, I was stuck living with a man in a metal suit, a man who always wore red, white and blue. All energy was gone from your now exhausted body. At least not that Bucky knew of, and Bucky knew everything. 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